single&lonely

It sucks so much that you let me think that you actually wanted to be with me. You lead me on. All that crap you said ‘I’m so lucky to be with you’. The way you would hold me in bed. The way you treated me like a princess.

I promised I myself I wouldn’t cry. But as I write this, I can’t stop the tears.

You hurt me. My heart aches. Was it all a lie?

I have no capacity to trust or love another man.

You say you don’t want a relationship, becauce it just makes you feel guilty for wanting to go out with your friends. I wanted to be part of that. I wanted to be in your life. Your the one who made it hard for yourself. You put the walls up.

I can’t believe you led me on. You weren’t man enough to tell me how you were really feeling. You could have saved me the heart ache. But clearly you ARE just that selfish little boy still.

Grow some balls and stop being a pussy! Thanks for nothing.